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Monday, August 14, 2006

I hate myself

"There is a price for every wish you make."

Oh, i superly BELIEVE in this sentence.

It's like,
you can never specify exactly what you want.
so you always have to pay a price.

hmmm...
for eg,
you want an answer for something.
And that answer you get is not positive.


just like me.


i wanted to meet a real life asakura hao.
and guess what,
i did!



but you know,
in anime they may seem great and cool,
when it comes to real life,
it's just not...

life is no fairytale lahx.


i'm so damn angry at myself.
wanlin's comments really affected me..
as in,
i dun blame her,
i dun blame anyone,
i blame MYSELF.


like what i told gdine,
it's like,

climbing a dangerous and rocky mountain.
you already know that it's rocky and the path is impossible,
but you just...
i dunno,
stubbornly climb it hoping that you can reach the summit.

and then halfway there,
you step on a loose rock and you fall all the way down,
down,
down,
down...


and you can't blame anyone rite?
you know that the mountain is dangerous.
pple tell you it's not possible.

but NO.

i have to be STUBBORN.


or shud i say BLIND?


why am i just so freaking BLIND?


i told wanlin,
next time i go out,
i shall wear a blindfold.


haix,
on the other hand,
maybe i see it,
it's just that i dun wan to,
well.




I GIVE UP.


and i'm a bloody liar too.
[Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 7:43 PM

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